Emotion

IFE needs a man??

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Good morning blog fam…

So,I am seated here with my jaw hanging down ; reading my roomie’s blog post and literally yelling “Gbese!!” Click to read her post here

As in that girl just killed me stylishly, she just twisted my words and connoted her own meaning….how in the world would I tell her to get laid- Emi omo jesu ke!!-

…..but seriously I still think she need an emotional boost (not a man)… ok let me give you my main reason
She said she was feeling dull,emotional boost of any kind would awaken her(it does to me)…I even told her to check out pics of needy or disadvantage children online…it would take her attention from her self…it would motivate!!

Well,changing the topic….I noticed that nowadays (like for months),I have been Read More

That love….

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” From my experience

love is meeting half way.

Love is super clear communication about what you want and think.

Love is not forcing your partner to change but understand that EVERYONE has their negatives.

Love is open mindedness.

Love is trust, not to only trust your partner but trust yourself.

Love is not trying to make your partner jealous for your own feel good.

Love is LISTENING and surprising.

Last but not least…

Love is being able to be with each other completely quiet and feel comfortable.” – Robin J

I have been jazzed(poem)

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Oh yes!! This is voodoo
A voodoo that stole my heart
And left me stunned
A voodoo the priestess concocted

Gosh! I am doomed
Cos’ my focus and soul
Sings your Ode
My whole quakes at the intensity of this emotion
This is Jazz!

You tempt me to break my vow
You tempt me to replay that hidden tune.
You brought my cold heart to life
Why? Oh why?

I hate this
Cos’ I know you play my kind
I fear I’m just a silly toy
One you fooled with and crumbled for you.

I know what to do
I would run
I would hide
I would kill this
Choking the hope out of it
I open up,to close up.

Plz go!
Leave me to grow old with achievements
Not heartbreaks
At least I would have my sanity
Plz go!!
This is jazz!

Goodday blog fam…hope you understood the poem?. I rarely talk about love esp the opposite sexs type,because I find it silly and unstable.  But I decided to entertain you with this, It is from a personal experience …and I might never share the full story. Sowi *baby voice*…. Lol

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Shallom
Ceemee

Me,school, and GOALS

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Yep! Am in my parents villa and am loving it. Gosh! I can’t believe the comfort and luxury I have been missing. Ok,it’s official; I HATE SCHOOL!

Oh! Am sorry for not greeting y’all before beginning my rambling, but I was just so eager to pour out my ache. Well, good day loves;I am back from my long “no blogging ” break(I think). Am sorry for being MIA but school was just draining me. Well,I wouldn’t say I didn’t have time(once in a while) to blog about somethings ,but it seemed like I lost my writing muse in school. Well, lets move on.

So,as I was saying I OFFICIALLY HATE SCHOOL because it messed up my goals for this year. If you can remember,when this year started I shared my new year’s goals and resolutions with you guys which was about how I intend reaching my weight loss goal this year and so on. Well,I haven’t accomplish any. At present it seems my goals are at a stand still.

To be sincere though,even though school prevented me from accomplishing my preplanned goals and basically presented me with surprises; most of them weren’t bad. In the contrary, they were good. one of such things was that I finally put my vision of starting an art organization on campus in motion, and I can tell you that so far it as been worth it.

The org named ART LOVER CLUB is presently located in the University of Ibadan and it is aimed at reviving “visual art” artistic talents in people. I don’t think I want to go into details on the org now, but I promise to dedicate a post specifically to it. So,watch out.

As I was saying, I have totally deviated from my goals for this year,but since this year isn’t over yet,I have decided to try and accomplish some of them. So this are the goals I intend accomplishing before the end of this year:

1. Resume my weight loss journey and lose 15kg before December,which means I would weight 65kg because I presently weight 80-78kg.

2. Resume my natural hair journey. I recently “unplaited” the artificial dreadlocks I carried for almost 4months. So,my hair is not presently at it’s healthiest.

3. Perfect my graphic design skills.

4. Memorize as many bible verses as possible.

I am going to be adding some new goals to this list. So, here they are:

5. Be on a strong 2.1 this year. In my academics for 200lvl, I literally went down the drain. I moved from a not so strong 2.1(second class upper) to a strong2.2(second class lower). I cried my eyes out. So, I have decided to be more focused and aim for a 1st class as my overall CGPA when I leave University. So help me God. AMEN!!

6. hone sculpting skills and thrive.

All in all, I have have missed you guys so much and hope y’all missed me to. But hey, AM BACK.

SHALOM
Ceemee 🙂